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Novels That Made Me Genuinely Laugh and Also Genuinely Cry or Genuinely Think (or All Three)

So often we think of funny entertainment as escapist and silly and therefore less important than entertainment that’s more overtly serious. But to laugh, to be truly surprised and delighted by something, is a beautiful kind of vulnerability; it can open your mind to seeing humanity in new, profound ways, or shine a clarifying light on the world you already know. Laughing can open your heart, too, sometimes unexpectedly flinging you into a different kind of catharsis: the cry. In honor of the release of Crying Laughing—in which I explore the ways, both successful and not, we use humor to get by—here are some amazing books that made me genuinely laugh and also genuinely think/cry/both.

Grendel’s Guide to Love and War, By Ariel Kaplan

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I picked this one up expecting to laugh at some good prank-war high-jinx, and I did—I laughed a lot—but I was not ready to cry so much. It was impossible not to care about the funny, self-deprecating Tom Grendel, so when he started uncovering new revelations about his mother, who’d died from cancer many years before, it pretty much wrecked me. This is a prime example of the genuinely laugh & genuinely cry genre.

Tyrell, By Coe Booth

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Tyrell is one of my favorite YA protagonists of all time. From the first page he feels completely real, a voice so alive it jumps off the page and cracks you up with its honesty. But as funny as Tyrell can be, his situation isn’t. He’s living with his mom and younger brother in a homeless shelter in the Bronx, trying to find a way to get the money they need to live elsewhere. And as you read, you think about how many real-life Tyrells there are across the country, across the world, having to grow up way too fast because of circumstances far out of their control, because of oppressive systems of rigged inequality. It takes your breath away. It makes you want to help enact change.

The One Thing, By Marci Lyn Curtis

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Oh, how I love a good sarcastic narrator, and Maggie is a fantastic one. Having lost her vision six months earlier, she’s still trying to adjust to her new life when the book starts. But then she meets ten-year-old Ben, and she can see him. This one’s surprising and funny and immensely moving. I laughed at Maggie’s sharp take on everything, and then spent the last thirty pages of the book crying. So, yeah. Another fine addition to the gen-laugh/gen-cry gen-re.

Slaughterhouse-Five, By Kurt Vonnegut

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This was probably the first book that showed me humor can be used to tackle Very Serious topics. Somehow, Vonnegut’s book about Billy Pilgrim—a U.S. soldier during WWII who was a prisoner of war in Dresden, Germany when it was fire-bombed—and his resulting PTSD, manages to be both hilarious and devastating. I reread it this year for the first time since high school to celebrate its 50th anniversary, and—aside from some outdated, offensive bits—it completely holds up. War is still absurd, and so are Americans.

Beauty Queens, By Libba Bray

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And speaking of writers brilliantly and hilariously unpacking American culture, there’s this gem, about a plane full of Miss Teen Dream Pageant reality show contestants that crashes on a tropical island. Full disclosure: I’m in the middle of reading this one, so I can’t speak to the ending, but I have already LOL’d so many times that I couldn’t not include it. Bray’s intelligence and wit tornado through every sentence, bringing on the kinds of belly laughs that are quickly followed by thoughts like, Wow, America’s deeply-ingrained misogyny, not to mention its obsession with materialism, is highly problematic. Not an easy feat.  

This One Summer, By Mariko Tamaki and Jillian Tamaki

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I could not believe how well this incredible graphic novel captured that time in your life when you’re about to become a teenager. It all feels so painfully, joyfully, cringingly real. Which is also why the book is so funny. No matter who you are, it’s hard not to recognize yourself in at least some of these panels. It’s a sad, messy, hopeful, hilarious masterpiece. 

The Summer of Jordi Perez (And the Best Burger in Los Angeles), By Amy Spalding

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Here’s an extremely tiny moment in this book that’s stuck with me: main character Abby is texting with her sister, waiting and staring at the three dots as her sister writes a response, and when it finally appears, it’s just a short generic couple of sentences. What the heck was all that typing about then? Abby wonders. I LOVE small, hilarious, deeply relatable moments like this one, and Spalding’s book is filled with them. It’s also deceptively powerful. Girl-girl rom-coms are rare enough, and then to have one that’s also refreshingly fat positive means that, as you read, you can actually feel your brain being deprogrammed from years upon years of stories centering the heteronormative experience and its conventional ideas of love and beauty. May we all live long enough to see the straight white dude as sassy sidekick become a tired cliché.

Hope and Other Punch Lines, By Julie Buxbaum

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That I’m choosing to put a book that so prominently involves 9/11—one of the most gutwrenchingly awful events in American history—anywhere near this list is a testament to Julie Buxbaum’s abilities as a writer. Through the story of teenagers Abbi, who was in an iconic 9/11 photo when she was one year old, and comedy-obsessed Noah, who has his own connection to that terrible day, Buxbaum looks at how humor can connect and heal us, even in the most somber situations, and she does it masterfully. As Noah says, “But you can be serious and funny at the same time. We need the serious to recognize the funny, and the funny to give us even a shot in hell at surviving the serious.” Well said.


  

HALLOWEEN JAMS

I made this video for Halloween. The caption I wrote said that I’d won a PartyCity Halloween songwriting contest and here were samples of my 5 new Halloween songs. There wasn’t actually a contest. But the video is real. Enjoy.

"I'm Gonna Die This Spring (So Let's Make Out Tonight)"

Hey everybody! My 2nd book came out! That's right, DENTON LITTLE'S STILL NOT DEAD is out in the world and you should buy it right now.

And to celebrate, here's a song!

 

On page 25 of DENTON LITTLE'S DEATHDATE, Denton mentions a song he wrote and performed at the school variety show. This is that song. I've been talking about writing it for, like, 2 years now, and I finally did, just in time for the STILL NOT DEAD launch party.

Enjoy.

 

Really Deep Conversations is back with DAVID LEVITHAN!

Well, folks, I haven't had a new REALLY DEEP CONVERSATIONS WITH YA AUTHORS episode since March, so it's about damn time. And this one's kind of amazing because it's with THE MAYOR OF YA himself, DAVID LEVITHAN! We actually filmed this episode in July, but I promise everything in it is still highly relevant.

Topics discussed include (if you click on Youtube link, you can go directly to any of these topics!):

*David’s start in the publishing industry (2:01)
*the creative impulse behind Boy Meets Boy (4:25)
*David talks LGBT books (7:56)
*strides made by We Need Diverse Books(9:41)
*David’s writing schedule(12:36)
*collaborating with: Nina LaCour(13:58)
                                    Rachel Cohn(14:26)
                                    Andrea Cremer(17:27)
                                   John Green(19:25)
*the NICK AND NORAH movie (20:47)
*editing The Hunger Games and whether or not David knew it was gonna be a hit(23:35)
*David’s advice for writers (27:41)
*David’s book recommendations (29:01)
*david levithan’s awesome office tour!! !!!! !  (30:58)

Books mentioned:
Boy Meets Boy, by David Levithan
Every Day, by David Levithan
Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist, by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan
You Know Me Well, by Nina LaCour and David Levithan
Weetzie Bat, by Francesca Lia Block
Baby Be-Bop, by Francesca Lia Block
Geography Club, by Brent Hartinger
Keeping You a Secret, by Julie Anne Peters
The Bermudez Triangle, by Maureen Johnson
The Rainbow Books, by Alex Sanchez
Totally Joe and the Misfits, by James Howe
Proxy, by Alex London
George, by Alex Gino
Invisibility, by Andrea Cremer and David Levithan
Will Grayson, Will Grayson, by John Green and David Levithan
The Twelve Days of Dash & Lily, by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan
The Hunger Games, by Suzanne Collins
Harry Potter, by J.K. Rowling
Kill the Boy Band, by Goldy Moldavsky
The Haters, by Jesse Andrews
Shades of Darkness, by A.R. Kahler

Hope you enjoy this episode. More to come soon! And if you wanna see me and/or David Levithan in person, come to YALLFest next week in Charleston, SC!

Broadway Bounty Hunter and other stuff

So I've more or less dropped off the face of the internet the past weeks because I've been hard at work on this musical. Man oh man, Broadway Bounty Hunter is coming together in a glorious way, and I think it's going to be a very fun show. If you're in or near the Berkshires from August 12th - September 4th, please come check it out. It's an incredible cast led by the wonderful Annie Golden (Norma Romano in Orange is the New Black), and I'm really proud of the work we're all doing. 

Other fun things:

Denton Little's Deathdate won the ILA Young Adult Award for 2016! That was incredibly surprising and surreal and I still feel like it didn't actually happen. Thanks, ILA. Reading is everything, and it's a huge honor to receive this award.

I loved being on Sarah Enni's First Draft podcast. We talked about teen dramas, reader expectations, acting vs. writing, and my father's love for Dick Francis books.

The Lance and Ray Show came back with our first ep in a while, featuring my amazing editor sister Mariel Rubin as a guest. 

That's all the fun I have for now! Come September, I'll be much more present on social media. Enjoy the rest of summer! Hope you're reading a lot of books and playing lots of freeze tag. 

COVERPALOOZA

In the past week, I revealed TWO BRAND NEW DENTON COVERS. They were designed by Angela Carlino at Random House Children's, with artwork by Mathieu Persan, and I'm incredibly psyched about both of them. 

First, the paperback edition of Denton Little's Deathdate.

Look at that likable skeleton chauffeur! Love that guy. Read more about the cover and Denton at Me, My Shelf, & I, where it had its official cover reveal

Second, my new book, Denton Little's Still Not Dead, coming out February 7th, 2017.

It is the hilarious, thrilling sequel to Denton Little's Deathdate. It is all about how the skeleton chauffeur retires from chauffeuring and doesn't know what to do with his life so he gets really into chess. (See, you think the tagline is about Denton, but it's actually about the skeleton. That's the twist.) (OH SHOOT I JUST RUINED THE TWIST) Read more about the sequel at YA Interrobang, where it had its official cover reveal.

And then go listen to this song by Mates of State, which I listened to about 500 times while writing the new book.

Official Announcement About DENTON 2: NEW TITLE! RELEASE DATE!

Everything about this photo is a lie.

Everything about this photo is a lie.

Dearest friends and readers.

Many of you have understandably been quite perplexed as to the whereabouts of the second Denton book. You get to the end of the first one, you see the page that's pictured here, you head to the internet excitedly, and THEN YOU CAN'T FIND A SINGLE THING ABOUT THE BOOK. 

I wish I could say I planned that as part of some J.J. Abrams-esque secrecy marketing scheme (I'm realizing I seriously should have done that), but I did not. I most certainly did not.

In an alternate reality, the book was supposed to come out TODAY, actually. But in our actual reality, the book's release got delayed for various reasons, and then all info about it was temporarily obliterated from the world. Right now, however, I am excited to finally, officially tell you what's up.

First off, the book has a brand new title:

Denton Little's Still Not Dead

And secondly, it has a brand new release date:

February 7th, 2017.

Thank you for your patience, and huge thanks to everyone who reached out to ask me what the deal is with the second book. Can't tell you how much it means to me that you care.

More information and a cover reveal to follow in the coming months, but at least now you know THE THING EXISTS.

Because it does. It's written. And I really can't wait for you to read it.

 

Books I Loved That You Should Also Consider Reading, Too, As Well: Installment One

I shared lots of love for many books last year on social media, and I want to start this year by mentioning all those wonderful reads on here for easy, all-in-one-place consumption. There will be a number of posts, five books at a time, in no particular order, over the next couple months. Here’s we go!

My Heart and Other Black Holes, by Jasmine Warga

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This was the first 2015 debut book I read (that wasn’t my own), and I was only ten pages in when I thought, “Hot damn, the 2015 debut bar is set high.” For a book that deals with such a dark subject matter—depressed protagonist Aysel wants to commit suicide and is looking online for a partner to make sure she sticks to her plan—this book has a surprising sense of humor. Don’t get me wrong, it’s really sad and really painful, but like life, there are still laughs woven in there amongst all the darkness. It makes the book even more human and, as a result, even more moving.

The Distance Between Lost and Found, by Kathryn Holmes

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When I finished reading this one, I was astounded to learn that author Kathryn Holmes had never lived through an experience like this. It’s a lost-in-the-wilderness survival story and it plays out in this way that feels so true-to-life, with every tiny detail, every injury, every missed meal accounted for incredibly well. It has a wonderful emotional arc for main character Hallelujah, too, who struggles to gain her confidence back after a dude in her church youth group—who happens to be the preacher’s son—has spread awful lies about her. There are definitely some religious themes, which I thought might be off-putting, but they’re handled in thoughtful, interesting ways that add to the richness of the story. I guess what I’m saying is: maybe skip The Revenant and read this book instead. 

None of the Above, by I.W. Gregorio

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It’s an amazing thing when you finish reading a highly engaging piece of fiction and feel like you’ve genuinely learned something, too. This book expanded my mind and my empathy without ever feeling preachy. Popular high school senior Kristin learns early on in the novel that she’s intersex, meaning that, though she presents as a female, she also has male organs. Soon the whole school finds out, and suffice it to say, Kristin quickly becomes a lot less popular. The story is told in a grounded, believable way, with characters you truly care about, so it never for a moment feels didactic. That said, it does force you to examine your own thoughts about gender, to wonder what you would do if you discovered this about yourself or your partner, which is why I truly believe this book should be required reading for every human being.

The Honest Truth, by Dan Gemeinhart

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This book is sort of a MG cousin to The Distance Between Lost and Found—it’s the story of a young, terminally ill boy and his dog, making a trek up a mountain with the potentially limited time the boy has left–and it’s just as beautifully done. I cried a lot throughout this one and, even though I’m not a huge animal person, when I got to the last page, I thought, “Man, maybe I should get a dog,” which, trust me, says a lot about how terrific this book is. (It’s also worth mentioning that Dan’s second book, Some Kind of Courage, comes out today!)

Everything, Everything, by Nicola Yoon

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You can actually feel the love bursting off the pages of this book, which is a huge-hearted delight from cover to cover. It follows Maddy—a girl whose compromised immune system means she’s never been able to leave the house her whole life—and what happens when she starts crushing on the new boy who’s moved in next door. The tone is unique, and Yoon nails it—grounded yet playful, moving without ever being precious, and along with the text, the book is filled with emails, graphs, and brilliant drawings by David Yoon, who, yes, happens to be the author’s husband. (I’m telling you; the love oozes.) As if all that’s not enough, it’s unpredictable, too, always a step ahead of the reader. So, yeah, if you like love and surprises and joy, this one’s worth a look.

This summer you can see a musical I co-wrote!

I’m so damn thriled that Broadway Bounty Hunter is going to be happening at Barrington Stage Company this summer. It’s a musical I co-wrote with Joe Iconis and Jason SweetTooth Williams that stars Annie Golden (Hair, Assassins, Norma on Orange is the New Black) as a veteran musical theater actress who becomes a bounty hunter. Come to Massachusetts sometime between August 12th and September 4th and see it!

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